I…I..I..uhhh
I have some excuses, but not many. I have no computer, I work all day, I am lazy. Thats all. I turned 21 last week. I feel very strange about it. I still have my fake ID sitting in my wallet, and I feel like I am going to mistakenly go up to a bar hand them that id, then the bouncer will look at it say “this isnt you!” and I will have to give him my real one and apologize and say, “uhh…sorry?!”
Then he will look at me like I am a freak, and everyone in line behind me will stare and I will just have to turn around and leave because my pinks are to cheek. I mean my cheeks are too pink.
Krista comes home tomorrow after three weeks. Christmas wasnt christmas with out her. I mean it was, because of chelsea, but I needed more family to really feel the holiday. It just wasnt happening for me.
I am over the holidays, the only good thing that came out of christmas ever is zooey deschanel blonde in an elf suit and singing in the shower, and those holiday calendars my sister is obsessed with where you get a chocolate everyday…
